When someone is in a relationship with someone whos toxic they tend to shift the blame on themselves, "maybe I'm the problem" but more often than not it's their partner, and they're so hellbent on putting you down when you mess up and make you feel like they do no evil when they do, they trap you in. You realize that they're the problem but it feels like there's nowhere else to go, your perception of love is skewed and you're afraid you might not love again if you cut this off.
lyrics
I wonder why
You left me now
We were gonna go so far
You told me that
I fucked it up
I'm sorry that this happened
the past had overtook my will
forgive me
I know the regrets I've had are just too large for you to put aside
Put things aside
"You know I can't be asked right now"
You've made mistakes too I know thats true
so please put your bias aside
You wonder why I'm so fed up
It's cus your morals eclipses mine
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