This song and Highway serve as a sort of catharsis for how much it hurts when depressive episodes hit, with these out I have not felt as down as I was during the time that led to the songs being written.
lyrics
I can not come back and see you tear up and cry
Damn i wish i was dreaming cus this is a nightmare
I feel that sometimes i really wish I could die
Damn I wish I was lying, cus this is a nightmare
Living in a nightmare
Living in a nightmare
Why did you do it, to see me tear up and cry?
Did you think you were better? Or did you like that I hurt?
I want to come back, and fix it all up in time
But i dont think i am worth it, is it all just a waste now?
Living in a nightmare
Living in a nightmare
Living in a nightmare
Living in a nightmare
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Hoc est album meum gratiosissime musicis anni MMXX, et optimum exemplum unda synthetica musicae.
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